the foolishness of my life

so once upon a time someone called me cynical. being like a freshman in high school and dude being like 10 years older than me i had to holler at my Garfield webster dictionary, oh yes, Garfield had his own dictionary...so i find out tht def wasn't a compliment...anyway, nowadays i find myself laughing at any and everything. in some instances my sense of humor has left my mother embarrassingly shaking her head in public. i know i know laughing at handicap people should def give me a one way ticket to hell, i know. but i couldn't help it. it's foolishness, i'm foolish sometimes, but then again so is life. what's my point? i
have.
a
problem. and i kind of don't want help. laughter is another means for me to stay sane, because i swear if i didn't do it, i'll prolly be close to death. i'm no comedian, but every now and then i can crack a few people up, ok mostly my fellow foolish friends, but what can i say, the things and anonymous people that occur and cross my path make me act in such a way. i would blame it on my aunt, my stepfather, one of my best friends and my obsession w/ Martin (the show, not the man), but that wouldn't be fair, sort of. but anyway i decided to do this entry because of a funny and ignorant situation i had on myspace today. so this chick i don't know, had sent me mad annoying messages last year like week after week. i only responded to like the 1st 2 then just stopped. for some reason she got biligerant, idiotic and damn near crazy. so apparently i like her "man", i'm talking to her man, and what the hell?!?! like who does that? i thought u went from being new to the area from California to possibly seeing me back n the day at a church to having female issues and needing my advice(?!?!), i'm kinda lost w/ ur memory or sanity for that matter. so the chick for the 1st time in like months sends me a random ass message, and of course she uses her favorite vocabulary word, excuse me folks i don't do this often and nevr use this word:bitch. she's like 26, y act 16? who really gets buck via internet, where they do that at?? LMAO. and people wonder y i laugh at every dam thing, because of other ignorant people. see my triflingness is limited, but this fatal attraction stuff is utterly pitiful. i would respond to her message but y? SIDEBAR: i'm listening to slowjams on the radio and i swear there's this old song that's like 6 mins long and there ARE NO WORDS, but i love it.lol.....ok there are like 3 words tht are said somewhere n the song....
and who is ur "man"??? like am i supposed 2 have jus 1 guy's number n my phone, like c'mon drop a name, an initial, eye color, shoe size.lolol. i think the chick is psychotic, but nvrtheless she makes for a good laugh. oh the random and ironic thing about today's occurence i was walkin 2 class and DJ Iran was talkin bout tyler perry's stalker and asked ppl 2 call and talk about when they were stalked, u ever find urself laughing n public at a thought..yea i did that....and then she stalked hours later. LMAOLMAOLMAO i love my life